I’m still, for all intents and purposes, kinda “offline” while I continue to recuperate and recover. Yeah, recover from what. It started what, maybe late July. Or even earlier than that. And so far turned into my recent hospital admission this past week. it is almost always cancerous (malignant?) and the approach to it is prolonging the patient, not resolving the cancer. Oh – fuck.
I also note that I haven’t smoked since the morning of my admission into the hospital on Wednesday Sep 7th. So it’s been 4 days. I stopped smoking. I haven’t quit (too committed of a word). I’ve just stopped. And I have no craving, no desire to smoke right now.